August 10, 2011

Nothing is more True than Your Hearts Desire ....

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
Bob Marley
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
Bob Marley"Sometimes lonely isn't sad" - She & Him
Two broken hearts don't break any less - She & Him
- Charles Baudelaire

Bring me flowers and talk for hours and ooh I like you - Hope

Love is simple if you let it be.....

Till Next time <3

May 10, 2011

El amor No exsiste....

People get hurt, they cry, they become insecure which then makes them jealous, they go through emotional roller coasters, they get lonely, they get sad they go up they go down.
But i just don't see why after one bad relationship people become afraid of love?
They become cold, they guard them selves all the time, they become defensive, they don't trust anybody, they just WONT LET ANYBODY IN!
I honestly feel that by guarding your heart you are running away from life.
a Couple people let you down and all of a sudden its Trust No one
People with this mentality are so weak to me.
They say " I can trust people, but only to a certain extent", you know what i say to that?
Fuck this & Fuck That.
"If you cant trust 100% then you my friend cant trust AT ALL."
You cant trust a little, you either do or you don't.
Trust isn't a maybe thing its a yes or a no.
And people like me are always getting screwed over by people like this.
I'm the type of person that believes in Hope, Change and Love. I can trust people unconditionally you just have to show me through time, trust grows and grows and grows just like love.
i've heard my own family tell me
You cant tell people EVERYTHING because Everything cant be told....
& im like WHY THE FUCK NOT?
WTF do you have to hide? i am an open book i wear my heart on my sleeves people are just too afraid to embrace it !
People are so afraid of everything it makes me sad. How can you not let someone love you fully? what are you afraid of? To be able to love you have to put yourself out there not in full force but gradually, you have to let people love you other wise your just gonna end up lonely.
I've had my heart broken three times, two relationships and a Best Friend. I was sad at first as it is expected to be, but i got over it and I didn't hold a grudge. I simply moved passed it, it still stings a little but I'm not gonna let the world suffer for other peoples let downs and Mistakes.
I wont change just because you broke me.

Someone can break you, but You and ONLY you can build your self back up.

3 people broke my heart, but theirs 6,917,645,965 in the world that can help me move on. I don't have to go all over the world there's exactly 8,391,881 in my own beautiful city, and these numbers alone give hope and a pep in my step.
I am hopeful that as a grow older and wiser i will find people that can trust me as much as i can trust them.
Because what the FUCK Do i look like trusting someone that cant trust me?

Love, Trust, Hope, Happiness
(Remember to bring happiness to your self & others. Because if your only in it for your self your gonna end by your self)

Learn to Love & Learn to Trust Because you cant have one with out the other

January 8, 2011

S W A N L a k e

to start this long deserved blog, i will make it clear that i will be speaking of a movie that on its own deserves this blog all to its self, for its great performances and excellent beauty.
B L A C K SWANwas amazing, scary, weird, beautiful, amusing, intelligent, Persis & DarkNATALIE PORTMAN definitely deserves and academy award for this onei'll try to keep this blog short and simple i wont spoil it for those of you who haven't seen it
all i know is that i know my favorite parts, they stick out in my head clearly and they were wonderful.
i think they did swan lake justice even though it wasn't really about the dancing its
the emotions captured in the dance that i loved the most.
I've loved Swan Lake prior to this movie,
ever since i was a child i have the symphonies on my iPod,
that's how much I've always loved itI don't think Mila Kunis's performance was to die for in the movie, but in all honesty
this movie was all Natalie Portman dialogue,
i mean even Winona Ryder
(whom i love with all my heart) did a short amazing job.
i think this was more kind of typical Mila Kunis acting role, funny,witty & sexy
but towards the end her character is a little darker which i enjoyed
i fell in love with the make up and the Dresses the dancing was really pretty& the passion was really thrilling
i would pay to go see this movie again and i want it on DVD.